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　　〈Volcano〉意指火山或是將要爆發、蠢蠢欲動的狀態，同時，這也是Damien Rice一首很好聽的歌，它的歌詞是我在寫第三部的主軸。

　　其實這個故事到這裡就可以結束了，Mac知道他所失去的，知道他再也無法擁有的，夠了，雖然這個男人從此不再完整，但是小說已經完整。

　　可是我有點不忍心，不忍他又陷入一種絕望當中，無法掙脫。

　　所以我替他準備了第四部〈It's More Than Just Words〉，如果他能夠走出來，再一次的擁抱這個世界，那麼或許就可以得到美好的結果。當然，即使看起來有好的機會也不一定甜，但是很多時候我們缺少的就只是一個機會，一個走出來的契機。

　　身為一個作者，尤其是同人衍生作者，這樣想的我好像已經有點陷進自己的小說裡了。可是如果不是對Mac Taylor這個角色抱著愛意，向來一萬字左右必定完結的我，是不可能寫那麼多的。也不應該寫那麼多，留下這個世界的不美好給讀者是我向來的作法，因為在真實世界，世界本來就充滿缺陷。而我的小說一直都希望能靠近生活，靠近那些悲傷與遺憾，去完成一個故事。

　　一樣的，如果你想要在這裡停下，讓Mac停留在黑暗之中，那麼你可以選擇不要去看第四部。但是我是那麼由衷地希望，你和我一樣陷進了這部小說，為他們不忍，然後抱著這樣的心情去看第四部，看看Mac面對交叉的十字路口，會怎麼去選擇。

　　〈It's More Than Just Words〉，coming soon.

　　〈Volcano〉

 Volcano
Don't hold yourself like that
cause You'll hurt your knees
well I kissed your mouth, and back
But that's all I need
Don't build your world around
Volcanoes melt you down

And What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea

Don't throw yourself like that In front of me
I kissed your mouth, your back
Is that all you need?
Don't drag my love around
Volcanoes melt me down


What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask
What I give to you is just what I'm going through
This is nothing new, no, no just another phase of finding
what I really need is what makes me bleed
But like a new disease, Lord, she's still too young to treat
Volcanoes melt you down
She's still too young 
I kissed your mouth 
You do not need me

　　〈Here with Me〉Danny在COZY'S點的歌、Mac在機車後座唱給Danny的歌。如果想再看一次〈Volcano〉，可以試著搭著這首歌，或許會有不一樣的感覺。

Here with Me

I didn't hear you leave,
I wonder how am I still here
I don't want to move a thing,
It might change my memory

Oh I am what I am,
I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep,
I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide,
I cannot be, until you're resting here with me

I don't want to call my friends,
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed,
Risk forgetting all that's been

Oh I am what I am,
I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep,
I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide,
I cannot be, until you're resting here with me